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Dec. 2nd, 2008
06:02 pm
i feel like im officially... "Ana."
i ate a little more than i should've today, and i feel guilty.
i feel like it's my fault that i'm stuck in this fat suit.
but things will be changing tomorrow morning.
tomorrow:new me.
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cheerful
cheerfulOct. 19th, 2008
07:45 pm
so, this is my first entry ever.
i doubt anybody will read this, but yeah.
ive been struggling with overweight (and now obesity) since i was 8.
now im 17, and hopeless.
my dad forced me to exercise and starve myself and so i stopped talking to him.
but now i feel as if he was doing me a favor,almost.
so i want to learn how to lose the weight. i already msg a girl and i hope she helps me.
im a size 16, 183 pounds and 5'6. not cool.
all that i want is to feel gorgeous, fit in those cute clothes, and be normal for a change.
xx